Free Domain Radio - Timestamps - Podcasts 300 - 399
This is a list of timestamps for podcast episodes 300 through 399. These are all public podcasts which can be for now be
listened to free of charge at http://www.fdrpodcasts.com/.
Table of Contents
-  A Guest Host, and a Taste of My Own Medicine
- Length: 17:20
7:00: Stef's wife says psychologize Stefan.
-  Minimum Wage and Price Controls
- Length: 40:19
19:00: Stef says he has now owned a house for a year and a half.
-  Arguing The Military Option
- Length: 45:10
22:00: Stef says he debated with his wife's boss. Stef said the boss is pro military. Stef says he is free to not support the war the boss agree. Stef says so he is free not to pay taxes to the war. Stef says the debate got uncomfortable after that.
26:00: Stef says do not beseech debating!!!
-  understanding jealousy
- Length: 35:28
3:00: Stef says he always had all these abilities. Stef says his family is from Ireland nobility and they owned all these vast tracts of land. Stef says his great great grandfather decided to whore and drink all the money away. Stef says they poured the last remaining fortune into my father and kin. It was up to his father to rebuild the family name. Stef says his family was Aristocratic not healthy capitalist.
5:00: Stef says he had terrible bouts of envy because at 15 he had to take care of himself because his mom was in a mental institution and he took on several jobs. Stef says in England it was not to to bad for him His mother was a secretary at a law firm they were in subsidized housing.
6:00: Stef says he lived in a estate where in his estate there were some on welfare and some lower middle class. Stef says he officially a esquire but he never uses it. Stef says he went to visit his dad in south africa at 16.
7:00: Stef says he envied anybody who had money. Stef says all of his money went to support the family. Stef says he joined the swim team, Stef says to register for the swim team it cost money, he kept saying he forgot the money. Stef says it's always tough for him financially
8:00: Stef says he has envy of all his friends who could afford things because they were wealthy. Stef says most of the kids at his school were wealthy.
10:00: Stef says he had intelligence and wisdom there was no value in that when he was a kid.
12:00: Stef says he wanted material goods.
13:00: Stef says he's cheap and it took him a long time to buy stuff then horde.
14:00: Stef says he's an amateur singer.
17:00: Stef says he was shallow which led him to at 16 physical fitness. This ended up benefiting him when he got older. Stef says he has continued on being fit. Stef says he's never been to the hospital, never really been sick.
33:00: Stef says bill gates and warren buffet are donating money to the poor but stef says those dudes should invest in creating jobs then donate to the poor that would be much better for the world.
35:00: Stef begs for donations.
-  conversation bombs
- Length: 43:55
11:00: Stef implements a tautology where he says if he cannot blame his parents then you can't blame me for blaming my parents.
15:00: Stef says he has a mother who blames everybody for what is bad in her life. it's futile to change.
17:00: Stef says no one will go up to Stef's mother and ask her to take responsibility for her life because they will get mauled.
19:00: Stef says his earlier podcasts people pointed out how angry he sounded.
22:00: Stef says people only pick on you because you are good.
23:00: Stef says his mother is evil, vicious, and ugly. Stef says he would respect someone who met with Stef's mother and said "You know you seem to be doing things that are unpleasant for your son. Can I help so you can be more acceptable for Stefan." Stef says he would have respect to someone who did that.
24:00: Stef says because they would be going to the source of the problem.
26:00: Stef says changing his mother's behavior so he would want to go to see her would be the logical thing to do.
30:00: Stef says he would respect the person for trying to help the mauler aka his mom.
31:00: Stef says he does not feel anything for his father or brother. Stef says his brother is not as crazy as his mother. Stef says no one will lecture his brother because his brother is dangerous but they will me because Stef is reasonable.
32:00: Stef says talk to his brother and mother and you tell me what you get out of it. Stef requests to start with my mother then you can move onto my brother, then report back to me. Stef says not one person took him up on his offer to talk to his mother or brother because they are frightened of them.
33:00: Stef says they knew he was not going to attack them because he is reasonable however his mother and brother are not they are vengeful people.
35:00: Stef says people who want to help make good with Stef's mother and brother it's not about Stef it's about them and their family problems.
39:00: Stef says if you admit that Stefan not seeing his mother makes you feel uncomfortable is a truthful statement.
-  anger or compassion
- Length: 36:09
6:00: Stef says going to boarding school he was never allowed to get angry. Stef says his brother said to take the high road show them you are better. Stef says it's a buddhist passive aggressive way.
7:00: Stef says he always took the high road. Stef says in therapy he'd go for a 1 hour and a ½ each time for about 8 months into it. Stef says he did homework an hour or 2 each night.
8:00: Stef says in therapy he found out he did not live his value. Stef says he would have lunch with his mother and father. Stef says his business relationships were not good either. Stef says he was in a romantic relationship that was not work.
9:00: Stef says he was doing the best he could with the knowledge he had.
10:00: Stef says he needed to get the corrupt people out of his life.
-  a dollar democracy
- Length: 41:06
39:00: Stef says he's working with a marketing firm to get his story out there.
-  a holy vision
- Length: 47:56
0:00: Stef says he has a job interview this morning.
20:00: Stef says in a poem that his brother is a hole wearing bright armor.
-  protecting torture
- Length: 29:14
0:00: Stef sings for a little bit.
8:00: Stef says he goes to libertarian blogs to advertise to them.
-  2 July 2006 - Call In Show
- Length: 1:57:18
2:00: Stef says he has never been a part of a web board.
11:00: Stef says internet was developed in the public sector.
17:00: Earthingling guy from TZM.
40:00: Stef says he has emailed John Stewart about FDR.
56:00: Stef says FDR members have had great debates about 9/11
60:00: Stef says he finds 9/11 conspiracy fascinating.
61:00: Stef says the government is responsible for 9/11
104:00: Stef says he's never been in a fist fight.
-  Mother - Part 1 (From a listener email)
- Length: 39:58
38:00: Stef says to his mom he's taking therapy. Stef says his mom freaked out and screamed at him. Stef says his brother did therapy in his early 20's.
-  girlfriend part 2
- Length: 33:01
12:00: Stef says his brother and mother use to leave notes for communication. Stef says this is the most evilest way to communicate, tell them in person.
15:00: Stef says can you see why he's not on FM.
29:00: Stef says if he saw his mom in real life he would wet himself. Stef says even a woman who looked like his mom; well he does not want to go there.
32:00: Stef jokes about doing a porn web show with his wife.
-  sympathy for the devils
- Length: 32:21
8:00: Stef says he hired 50 people and interviewed 100's of people in his career in IT.
11:00: Stef says public implies who worked in the private sector upset when they have to work overtime while off the clock not getting paid.
15:00: Stef says people who worked in the public sector are odd because the people who they do work for are not voluntary.
-  fudging free will
- Length: 38:00
4:00: Stef says he thinks just about everyone is very smart.
11:00: Stef says he changed by writing 1 article a week which got him published on Lourockwell.com. Stef says with therapy he broke up with his then girlfriend of 7 years, defooed his mother and brother. Stef says he took 2 years off.
30:00: Stef says the military is evil, state is evil, members of the military evil.
-  Trustbusting: Microsoft Versus The Department Of Justice
- Length: 34:39
0:00: Stef says he has a job interview to go to.
15:00: Stef gives his email out to people who want to complain to him. Email is firstname.lastname@example.org
-  bitchy arguments
- Length: 45:05
18:00: Stef reads and had posted on the board a private email between him and a critic.
37:00: Stef called a marine he talked to a paid killer.
-  A Dead Sprint in a Foggy Cage - Escaping Corruption
- Length: 40:17
0:00: Stef says he is looking for work but won't say why. Stef says he's going for a interview today and next week.
1:00: Stef says he's working on a FDR musical album.
4:00: Stef talks about the public sector road crew being lazy.
22:00: Stef reads from memory as letter he wrote to his brother about a list of problems stef has.
25:00: Stef says the letter to his brother went badly.
28:00: Stef says 14 months ago he was writing for Lourockwell.com
29:00: Stef says he stopped talking to a friend because he was surprized that Stef beleived the things he wrote on Lourockwell.com could be implemented in real life.
32:00: Stef says he is still scared of his mother and brother. Stef says he will still pick up the phone if his brother calls him.
36:00: Stef set up his friend to a test Stef suspected he would fail therefore he stopped talking to his friend.
40:00: Stef advocated experimenting and testing family to see if their ghosts or fresh.
-  moral experimentation
- Length: 22:27
0:00: Stef sings at start. Stef says he got out of a job interview.
-  statism and tolerance
- Length: 29:59
0:00: Stef is about to get his massage.
8:00: Stef says a friend of a board member disagrees that FDR members should defriend people who support the state because they support the state to kill anarchists.
14:00: Stef says yes if he disagrees with you and you advocate my death then he does not want to be friends with you.
-  9 July 2006 - Call In
- Length: 2:34:25
0:00: TZM earthling guy. Stef says he thought the Iraq war was a good idea until he listened to Harry Brown who set Stef straight.
18:00: TZM earthling guy speaks.
24:00: Stef says he's trying to reach out to woman.
26:00: TZM earthling guy talks.
31:00: TZM earthling guy gives out his website it's gendo.com
36:00: Stef's wife asks TZM earthling questions she seems interested.
67:00: Stef admits dream analysis is not scientific and has no legitimacy academically.
80:00: Stef says he spent years arguing the political root.
1:45:00: Stef says he was a gold panner.
1:49:00: Stef says the relationship stuff on FDR is what Stef and his wife worked out.
-  Scientific Anarchism - Working From The Evidence
- Length: 38:16
0:00: Stef says the TZM earthling guy is not really legit. Stef gives criticism.
5:00: Stef says he believed in anarchism in his mid 30's
26:00: Stef says his mother and his brother prefer to use violence.
28:00: Stef says the government did not help him when he was a kid. Stef says government, teachers, doctors, knew what was happening at his home and did nothing. Stef says doctors knew Stef was alone because they institutionalized his mother.
29:00: Stef says he worked for the government 1 summer working on contracts for unions reps.
30:00: Stef says the government destroyed his gold panning job, being a waiter, etc..
31:00: Stef says his mom went on disability.
32:00: Stef says he listened to Harry Brown for about 10 months and changed his ideas on war.
-  Getting National Defense Without Attacking Citizens
- Length: 28:18
2:00: Stef says kids are difficult at times.
11:00: Stef says he was a waiter as a teen for 1-2 years. Stef says he said out of the 1,000 of people served he only not got tipped twice.
13:00: Stef says people who do not tip are kind of sleezy.
-  Conflict Resolution - Part 1: Values
- Length: 31:06
4:00: Stef sings
15:00: Stef says he will not do a job that does not benefit him or for free.
19:00: Stef deals with a conflict with a salesman.
29:00: Stef says he cried after watching a movie.
-  Conflict Resolution - Part 2: History
- Length: 35:29
19:00: Stef talks about some of his wife's patients.
21:00: Stef says his brother or sister in law will say to call up your mother when in a verbal fight.
24:00: Stef said when his wife made a mistake as a kid her family would make fun of her.
26:00: Stef says Christina made some mistakes with her patients and Stef had to adjust.
-  Sharia versus the Non Aggression Principle - DROs and Crazy Laws
- Length: 45:37
19:00: Stef says he wrote something on antiwar.com
30:00: Stef says he's a civic jew.
-  The Spread Of Evil - Part 1
- Length: 45:19
2:00: Stef says he got a Million dollars he would stop working.
27:00: Stef says he was pro iraq war in 2002
33:00: Stef says gypsies are retarded...
-  the spread of evil part 2
- Length: 51:39
5:00: Stef says he lies when people ask him how his brother, mother, father are doing.
6:00: Stef says you have to lie to live. Stef says he's got better at lying.
7:00: Stef says he can't be honest because he would never close deals etc... Stef says He can do this because he has a honest relationship with his wife and friends.
8:00: Stef says to have integrity is to lie
9:00: Stef says if you are upset that I do not tell the truth then report back to me if you tell the truth. Lying is what makes me the happiest and that's all that matters.
13:00: Stef says when he was a kid he was perceived as lazy.
-  the spread of evil part 3
- Length: 41:54
1:00: Stef says he went into a job interview. Stef talks about the job interview for a bit.
16:00: Stef says he was on his own at 15.
18:00: Stef says he never liked math. Stef says he had to take math for 13 years. Stef says he loved english. Stef says he loved arguing, loved debating, lived writing, loved speaking. Stef says he was top 10 debater in canada. Stef says he disliked the other debaters because he knew they were heading into politics. Stef says at the age of 7 he knew he did not like math.
19:00: Stef says he was not very good at french. Stef says he hates getting up early. Stef says he is a night owl.
20:00: Stef says he loves science but he's not good at it plus you need math for it for sure.
21:00: Stef says all the stuff he knew he was good at was not offered at his school. Stef says everything I was not good at we had to do.
-  property rights on a desert island
- Length: 37:48
2:00: Stef says godaddy board hosting is a problem they say we're going over bandwidth limit.
-  Morality as Dominance - Part 1: Examples
- Length: 41:13
39:00: Stef says that he's having problems with godaddy as far as hosting the board.
-  Morality As Dominance - Part 2
- Length: 38:26
0:00: Stef sings. Stef talks about job interview.
32:00: Stef says boarding school is slavery.
124:00: Stef says he had a roommate from Mcgil to whom he had long discussions with about biology. Stef says his friend is a biology major who eventually got his phd from standford. Stef says his good friend is Richard.
133:00: Stef says he was afraid to ask his mom questions as a kid for fear of getting hit.
-  16 July 2006 - Call In Show
- Length: 2:18:12
135:00: Stef says the new board to post at is freedomain.mywowbb.com. Stef says this is a demo board. Stef says he's turning 40 on sept 26, 2006
-  Morality As Dominance - Part 3
- Length: 30:56
6:00: Stef thinks the show friends is great.
8:00: Stef talks about a dr. phil where a guy would not pay for the womans dinner on a date. Stef says the guy may not be the most generous person so why marry them.
28:00: Stef says in the private sector he's not afraid tto do things like in the public.
-  true versus false emotions
- Length: 25:27
0:00: Stef is going for another job interveiw Stef says he never happy to start a new big project when he does not want to work at his other job anymore.
12:00: Stef says his mom would cry hysterically. Stef says he went to acting school because to be a writer you were required to act for 1 year. Stef says they said he was a good actor so he stayed in the program.
16:00: Stef says when he confronted his brother about the family his brother ceased and almost threw him off the couch.
-  true versus false selves
- Length: 37:06
11:00: Stef says he got college papers done early. He would write papers for fun. Stef says he was the guy no one wanted around.
13:00: Stef says he was looked at as a freak to his fellow students.
14:00: Stef says his profession would manipulated Stef.
21:00: Stef says his mom is very paranoid. When a car back fires his mom thought the insurance company was coming after her.
26:00: Stef says lies a little when selling his products to his clients. It's up to the client to determine the product deficiency.
-  family versus fines
- Length: 39:15
18:00: Stef says he spent 15 years hating the government before defooing his family.
-  productive debate - part 2
- Length: 41:13
0:00: Stef says he's getting tire of the job interviews.
1:00: Stef says he was a debator in his 20's he had joined a debating group and was pretty good at it.
23:00: Stef calls biological retarded people idiots.
26:00: Stef talks about articles he wrote that got rejected by lewrockwell.com.
33:00: Stef says that if your family does not give you pleasure then you should break from them.
41:00: Stef says he's got to go to his job interview.
-  Empathizing With Difficult Parents
- Length: 32:33
0:00: Stef says his job interveiw asked him about his FDR blog and politics.
11:00: Stef says he's never been googled before by a potential employer before. Stef says he likes this company.
13:00: Stef says the 1st responsibility of work is to have fun.
-  Why Some Philosophers Are Popular
- Length: 54:14
52:00: Stef says he has setup a monthly donation system setup for $17.00 a month
-  23 July 2006 - Call In Show
- Length: 2:15:04
4:00: TZM earthling guy is talking
10:00: Stef is talking there is a weird noise in the background.
11:00: TZm earthling guy is talking. Stef is talking about the article he wrote that was rejected by leweockwell.com
16:00: TZm earthling talks about free will and determinism.
23:00: Stef talks about why no one will publish his articles.
27:00: Stef says no one will post up his article. Stef says he mailed it to 9 publishers. Stef says even antiwar.com rejected it. Stef says the publishes should be honest why they won't publish his article.
62:00: callers says to Stef to pretend to be a determinist for 10 minutes (stef has done this in the past).
106:00: Stef says his mom is evil and crazy.
118:00: Stef mentions kent state shootings briefly.
127:00: Stef wife says she has had 6 years of education and 5 years of supervision.
132:00: Stef says his therapist is a mystic who did dream analysis within his sessions.
-  A Review of Sam Harris's 'The End of Faith' (First Half)
- Length: 46:52
0:00: Stef says he's thinking about taking another job. Stef says we all know the IQ of those who watch world wide wrestling.
29:00: Stef says grad school you have to appeal to a monopolization of power.
46:00: Stef says he has a desire to podcast full time till then he can't focus so much on podcasting.
-  The Childhood War of John Stuart Mill
- Length: 36:11
23:00: Stef says Milton Friedman, Mises, Anne Rhand had courage to say things without caring what the public thinks.
35:00: Stef says truncated
-  Science And Free Will - Part 1
- Length: 39:05
2:00: Stef says past feelings towards his mother is irrational.
9:00: Stef says if you do not live by what you preach you are a hypocrite.
13:00: Stef says he's broken with his family. stef says he has a wonderful relationship. Stef says he has built a multimillion dollar company. Stef says see I have done the things I've said it's not theoretical.
-  Science And Free Will - Part 2
- Length: 33:33
16:00: Stef has a debate with s irrational person.
-  Escaping Your Family Step By Step - Part 1
- Length: 32:45
0:00: Stef says he got his article posted on strike the root and was paid $30.00 for it.
2:00: Stef's quotes silence of the lamb.
24:00: Stef says he had insomnia that told him something is wrong.
26:00: Stef says he kicked people out of his life after 1 year of therapy.
-  Breaking With Corruption - Part 2
- Length: 45:34
6:00: defoo cast
20:00: Stef says when he told his mom that she and my brother were beating me up, Stef says they never acknowledged these things happened to me Stef says his mom did not remember it at all but his mom did say if there is anyway to make it up to Stef she would.
22:00: Stef says his brother said that good sons see their mom etc.. Stef says everything I did my brother thought it was cringe worthy.
24:00: Stef lists a list of complaints to his brother about the family.
36:00: Stef says he defooed from his family mom by letter but does not think she read it.
42:00: Stef says most people are bad people
-  you are not broken
- Length: 33:55
1:00: Stef says his early teens he went through a nihilistic phase and stole stuff. Stef says he never had a father. Stef says his mother never got out of bed.
2:00: Stef says he was never caught stealing but his friend he was with was.
3:00: Stef says his friend stole a candy bar and was caught. Stef said he was with them. Stef says he wanted some sun glasses for the swim team.
16:00: Stef says he believed war could be justified and believed of years ago. Stef says he had respect for cops up until a couple of years ago.
21:00: Stef says to pretend you're not broken in a mental exercise.
-  Breaking With Corruption - Part 3: The 'Talk'
- Length: 36:12
Note: How to defoo from family
20:00: Stef says to choose sides they can't be on the fence you're either with me or against me.
29:00: Stef says he's defooed a couple of times with family members.
33:00: Stef says this is all artfull bullshit.
35:00: Stef says maybe the time away from parents you'll figure things out but I doubt it.
-  30 July 2006 - Call In Show: No Free Will!
- Length: 1:46:41
0:00: Stef says by doing this podcasts it helped him out with his studer.
22:00: Stef says once he got out of his mother's grasp he became a rational hedonist for sometime.
23:00: Stef says he smoked a few times and got drunk a few times.
24:00: Stef says he did acting then got a degree in history; Then a masters degree. Stef says first 15 years were bad in his childhood. Stef says he and his brother kicked his mom out and institutionalized her and then got roommates. Stef says he loved University and thought theater school was a little bit culty.
25:00: Stef said he pursued things for his own gratification.
26:00: Stef says he went into business which was a hard transition for him. Stef says he decided not to do a PHD so he went into business which was very hard.
27:00: After business he went to write a book for 2 years.
29:00: Stef says when he started the business there was fear of failure. Stef says he and his brother in the business were fuelded by not failing 24/7. Stef says living with fear was not good.
55:00: Stef says his dad is marginally sanner than his mother. Stef says his dad knew his mom was crazy but still left him and his brother with her.
63:00: Stef says he lives in mississauga canada.
-  The Difference Between Anger and Rage
- Length: 31:40
0:00: Stef says he had dinner with a listener.
22:00: Stef says he's got bosses fired by mentioning things that you know will make him upset in front of his boss.
-  False/True Feelings
- Length: 20:55
8:00: Stef says his brother said people are giving up on Stefan because of his philosophy. Stef says his brother is not the type to be alone.
-  Junkyard Dreams - An Deep Analysis
- Length: 46:36
0:00: Stef says he handed in his job resignation.
45:00: Stef says dream analysis is what moves humankind.
-  The marginal revolution
- Length: 45:09
5:00: Stef says he wrote a book called "Just Poor."
27:00: Stef forgets the guy who owned apple who is Steve jobs.
-  You Are Your Own Proof - Part 1
- Length: 33:01
0:00: Stef says he's leaving his job.
2:00: Stef says his wife is apart of a state forced union called the American psychological foundation.
5:00: Stef says he handed in his resignation for his job.
11:00: Stef says his wife defooed from her parents 2 years ago. Stef says he defooed from his mom 6 years ago.
17:00: Stef says his wife lost friends when she started telling people what she really thinks. Stefs wife asks stef if he feels superior when talking to people. Stef says not really I just have to be age appropriate to the audience I'm talking to. Stef says I'm at a different stage of growth from others that does not mean I think I'm superior to others.
27:00: Stef says his wife is experienced extreme fear and that is why she did not speak out.
-  You Are Your Own Proof - Part 2
- Length: 32:39
15:00: Stef says do not be in a situation where you have to lie to people.
18:00: Stef says he may or may not go into his work issues. Stef says he got a speakerphone so his mom and drone on and on without his neck hurting.
22:00: Stef says you are not a philosopher if you are just theoretical as well as your not a free market advocate etc..
26:00: Stef says he's into queen and quake for his happiness.
-  Stef wagers
- Length: 48:43
0:00: Stef sings
2:00: Stef says he had no clue what determinist ideology is.
48:00: Stef says he's getting more subscribers he's more closer to doing this fulltime.
-  holy bat-dream!
- Length: 34:14
23:00: Stef says when he got bigger he physically restrained his mother when she hit him and said if you ever do it again I will hurt you.
25:00: Stef says if you were to beat up your dad I would cheer you on. Stef says if you cracked your dad on I'd give you nothing but praise.
-  6 August 2006 - Call In Show
- Length: 1:51:26
5:00: Stef says he only needed self defence from his brother or mother.
9:00: Stef says last time he got into a physical altercation was when he was 13 he got punched in the stomach.
24:00: Stef says he called some kid a jerk for unplugging his game he was playing at which the kid told his brother and the brother of the kid Stef yelled at punched Stef's shoulder at school and tried to get Stef to fight him. Stef says he avoided the situation as a whole.
78:00: Stef says he's getting 60% pay hike, he's doing the same position but is now part owner of the company now. Stef says the current job he's working at is requiring him to work the two weeks before he leaves for his new job.
79:00: Stef says it's harder to find a new job as to when he was 25 years of age.
83:00: Stef says he got a call from a PR firm and thinks we have a story to tell to the world. Stef says we are the most highly educated show. Stef says FDR is post grad on steroids.
93:00: Stef says he went to public school.
110:00: Stef talks about how he wants to do FDR full time and to get out of this work grind.
-  Stabbing The Wallet
- Length: 32:32
1:00: Stef says he's using an old logitech cam he used to chat with his wife with a couple of years ago to experiment in making videos with.
5:00: Stef says he makes opinions but if he does he will tell you.
18:00: Stef says there has not been any major biological change in humans for 100,000 years.
32:00: Stef mentions his email which is Stefan.Molynouex@Rogers.com .
-  The Joy of Anger - Part 1
- Length: 31:26
2:00: Stef says he was a brother of 1 with a mother. Stef says he was never allowed to get angry as a kid.
5:00: Stef says he admits to putting out snippy emails in the past.
-  The Joy of Anger - Part 2
- Length: 37:31
4:00: Stef says in 30 years arguing with his mother and brother he's never got them to concede to one point.
7:00: Stef says when he was 33 or 34 he had broken with his family. Stef says he was going through incredible dreams while not being able to sleep.
8:00: Setf references Homer Simpson. Stef says he had written a book about what he was going through while in therapy.
9:00: Stef says he went through a pain and terror [hase and then went through a extreme anger phase. Stef says he had incredibly violent images.
11:00: Stef says he was dreaming about taking a baseball bat to his family.
12:00: Stef says he really got in there with the bat. Stef says dreaming violent thoughts is not bad. Stef says these violent images lasted a few weeks. Stef says he found these violent images very helpful.
15:00: Stef says he was short and scrawny as a kid. Stef says his brother is taller than him. Stef says his mother is fairly taller than him.
16:00: Stef says he was upset because when his mother got him ice cream or watched a movie she would be angry at Stefan.
21:00: Stef says he would get punished more for bringing up a problem than the person who caused it.
22:00: Stef says he went through tears, tear, rage, phases.
-  the joy of hatred
- Length: 28:19
10:00: Stef says dig up socrates and piss on his skulls.
12:00: Stef says muslims are acting with more integrity than christians or jews.
18:00: Stef says once or twice he has yelling at someone who was yelling at him.
19:00: Stef says he has rolled over in the past. Stef says he allows for criticism. Stef says people can make podcasts or whatever hating me.
21:00: Stef says his violent imaginary dreams helped to activate his immune system.
23:00: Stef says he had imagine taking a baseball bat to his mother, brother, and father. Stef says because he gave himself permission to think of these violent images it allowed him to enact his immune system.
24:00: Stef says his aggression was valid.
27:00: Stef says he has recommended people to use violent imagery and it seems to have worked out for those people. Stef says let yourself get the corrupt people out of your life.
-  Unearthing Crimes - Part 1
- Length: 41:18
0:00: Stef says he's trying out doing a video podcast. Stef says to a post to imagine if your niece was beat with a belt by your father. Stef says imagine your father beating your niece with a belt. Stef goes in elaborate detail of how his father beats the posters niece.
19:00: Stef says his wife worked for child services for 10 years therefore Stef has some knowledge on kids.
34:00: Stef says imagine if there is a baseball bat close by and you see your niece getting belted by your father. What would you do? Stef says he would pick up the bat and Stef would say "stop or I'll hit you!" If he continues to hit her Stef says he would hit him with the bat and would stop when the father stopped hitting the child. I'll hit him again and again till he stops hitting the child.
37:00: Stef says if they don't stop you pick up the bat.
-  Unearthing Crimes - Part 2
- Length: 28:53
4:00: Stef says a good chunk of his childhood did not involve beatings then again they did. Stef said 1 beating will mess you up.
8:00: Stef says his mother was the hitting one and his brother was the cold and calculated one. Stef gives an example of what his brother did to him
9:00: Stef says his brother told Stef to go into a particular position to help with Stefs headache. Stef says he did it and his brother started laughing at him. Stef says this is the last time I listened to my brother.
11:00: Stef says he borrowed a sweater from his brother and then Stef got it wet in the rain and it really upset my brother.
14:00: Stef says his mom is currently 69 and has not seen her since her early 60's. Stef says his mom still lives in the same slums. Stef says his mom is stilling living off disability. Stef says his brother refuses to deal with his moms health issues for living in such a mess. Stef says his Dad sent him a email saying Stef should come to Africa.
15:00: Stef says his family do not inferior in my life and are the exact opposite of me. Stef says he would prefer they were different. Stef says he does not hate his family because he does not have to deal with them.
22:00: Stef says his brother rarely beat him. Stef says his brother would mess with Stefs head.
23:00: Stef says he admitted on a job application that a friend stole a candy bar and he got caught up in it. This is a reason why he did not get hired. Stef says his brother made fun of Stef in front of a girl he liked.
-  Video 5 Living Richly
- Length: 19:13
0:00: Stef says he's on video
3:00: Stef says he's 39 years old
5:00: Stef says he;s 39 years old.
7:00: Stef says he thinks about his death/dying every time an ambulance comes by.
-  Slaves, Statists And Children - Compliance - Part 1
- Length: 33:47
8:00: Stef says you can't have good sex as a christian.
9:00: Stef says communists breed like rabbits he think.
20:00: Stef says we should have a free market in parents where kids choose their parents.
-  Slaves, Statists And Children - Compliance - Part 2
- Length: 34:00
18:00: Stef says people need to stop reliving their bad childhoods by doing it as an adult.
30:00: Stef says his brother can be a funny guy and can make me laugh but it doesn't really matter because we're looking at the big picture.
33:00: Stef says on google video you can search for these FDR podcasts.
-  Loss
- Length: 51:43
0:00: Stef says he feels sad for leaving a job he's been working at for 3 ½ years.
2:00: Stef says a lady he had lunch with at work he realized he will never have lunch with again. Stef says he still keeps in touch with the people at the company he founded called Karibu.
6:00: Stef near cries and talks about his loss.
9:00: Stef says in letting go of my family I am letting go of a large chunk of my life. I don't miss the people but I miss the history. Stef says he misses the witnesses to his life.
13:00: Stef says he can't get a accurate information out of his family about his childhood.
18:00: Stef says he has a therapist as a wife.
20:00: Stef says he's missing the family that could be.
31:00: Stef says he feels like a healthy man among cripples.
34:00: Stef says we should all be taught the government is corrupt and families are dismal. This should be common knowledge.
44:00: Stef says he misses a world that has never been. Stef says trying growing up with a father and you'll know what I mean.
45:00: Stef says he's trying to pull the cripples out.
47:00: Stef says it's really hard to break the hold of the family everything else does not matter. Stef says the call me a cult but look at the first 4 letters of culture to find out who's the cult.
-  sadness
- Length: 28:26
4:00: Stef says he got angry with his family when he wanted them to change.
8:00: Stef says his mom always talks about how she was suing some doctor. Stef says he asked his mom to change the subject because he didn't like talking about her legal things. Stef says his mom hit the roof.
9:00: Stef says the same thing happened to his mother, brother, friends, as they got upset too.
10:00: Stef says it became clear that his mom only wanted to talk about things that were important to her but not Stef.
11:00: Stef says his brother said Stef is a bad brother for not seeing his mother. Stef's brother said we do things in life that we don't want to do.
12:00: Stef says to his brother that his brother has never had an interest in philosophy, never read my novels, etc..
13:00: Stef says to his brother this family just makes up rules that they do not live by.
14:00: Stef says to his brother that is not crazy but manipulation. Stef says his brother did not back him up when he had it out with his mother.
16:00: Stef says his brother said if I do not see my mother then she has control over me. Stef says this is the last time we talk about it as it was close to the end of the relationship with my brother.
-  A short story analysis
- Length: 34:08
Note: Beach cast
8:00: Stef says he took writing classes at hamburg college.
26:00: Stef says he had a writing teacher called Elisabeth Havard. Stef says she wrote something that he thought was not really that good.
30:00: Stef says Modern artists who writes modern fiction write absolutely nothing.
-  deathbeds
- Length: 33:46
5:00: Stef says his wife and I faced this last year with her father.
6:00: Stef says he has not had to face the death of someone who has mistreated me as a child. Setf says if his mother is dying he would not see her.
8:00: Stef says he stayed with his mom in his mid 20's. Stef says there was a recession when he stayed with her and while staying with her he went to get his master's degree.
26:00: Stef says we can't grant forgiveness when someone is on their deathbed.
30:00: Stef says there is no virtue in family it's a tribalist mentality.
31:00: Stef says there is no virtue in the foo.
-  promise and power
- Length: 48:27
22:00: Stef says when his mom, brother, and father call stef, stef says he experiences a lot of fear from the attempt of contact from them.
23:00: Stef says when he makes promises to abusers he does not feel obligated to keep the promises to abusers.
-  20 August 2006 - Call In Show
- Length: 1:17:54
16:00: Stef says he had a friend who asked if he should marry a girl Stef wife said no. Then the guy started dating a girl who worked with Stefan as a manager and that brought problems. Stef says he went back to the girlfriend and married her. Stef says he and his wife were invited to the wedding. Stef says he and his wife went to the wedding. Stef says we're not going to a wedding to make some type of stand.
21:00: Stef says Milton Friedman is a great one.
37:00: Stef says he went ATVing and canoeing before.
41:00: Stef says in Karaoke he sang Britney spears song with a pink wig on camera.
77:00: Stef says he has to get ready for a wedding.
-  loving the sheeple
- Length: 48:50
0:00: Stef is off this week and waiting to start his new job.
5:00: Stef says he read the Fountainhead who he was introduced to this book by a friend who was into Rush.
8:00: Stef says he happened to have a friend who was into Rush who gave him a book. Stef says Fountain head gave him purpose.
9:00: Stef says he played violin for 10 years, played piano, played guitar, and loved to sing.
12:00: Stef says he fell into libertarianism because that was his nature to begin with.
15:00: Stef says he grew up in a irrational family that did not teach one how to think.
17:00: Stef says 10 years ago he was a minarchist. Stef says well probably less than that.
25:00: Stef says trueself is lingo made up within FDR.
48:00: Stef says FDR is on youtube.com/freedomainradio .
-  Loving the 'Sheeple' - A Follow Up Article
- Length: 12:06
0:00: Stef says he's home not doing much till he starts his new job. Stef says he will not probably be a fulltime libertarian until a couple of years. Stef reads an article he wrote.
6:00: Stef says he did not voluntarily agree that philosophy be so pleasurable.
-  Chile and Free(r) Markets
- Length: 36:06
0:00: Stef talks about chile and the influence Milton Friedman/Chicago school had on it.
-  27 August 2006 - Call In Show
- Length: 2:00:20
52:00: Stef says he remembers paying taxes when he was 11 years old.
116:00: Stef says he's going to reinstate his AD's on international liberty.
-  Are Relationships Corrupting? (New mike, a few audio problems, sorry!)
- Length: 30:47
0:00: Stef says he's going to start his new job on Sept 26, 2006
1:00: Stef says at 17 he cheated on a girl he never did it again.
3:00: Stef says he had a growth spurt at 15.
13:00: Stef says he was in his early 30's he dated someone in her late 30's. Stef says he wanted to have kids and wanted her to save her eggs. Stef says the relationship did not work out.
16:00: Stef says when he reached his 30's woman still did not throw themselves at his feet. Stef says girls were not into him when he was younger.
21:00: Stef says being married he's able to act more like himself.
24:00: Stef says before his wife defooed her parents; Stef says they would go over to her parents house and she would not talk to her parents. Stef says I would end up talking to her parents.
25:00: Stef says he does not really care for his wife's parents.
-  family state and intellectuals
- Length: 37:13
30:00: Stef says he wants to create a free market in the family.
-  An Introduction to Philosophy - Part 4: Truth 2
- Length: 31:10
25:00: Stef says he was born in ireland, moved to canada, lived in South Africa, then went back to canada.
-  statist intellectuals - part 1
- Length: 43:58
0:00: Stef says he's doing a test drive to his new job.
25:00: Stef says he had lambago from 8 to the age of 16.
30:00: Stef says public intellectuals are vicious stateous bastards.
35:00: Stef says marx played the stock market.
42:00: Stef says he's not trying to get intellectuals to admit their corruption.
-  statist intellectuals part 2
- Length: 37:08
4:00: Stef says intellectuals are the most destructive and are responsible for the 100's of millions of deaths.
7:00: Stef says intellectuals do not provide full disclosure and do not live by which they preach.
8:00: Stef says if you get really fat as a child you will have baggy sagging skin.
27:00: Stef says he's shifting blame away from the cops and towards the intellectuals such as teachers.
-  a public intellectual
- Length: 31:28
0:00: Stef says Christina is seeing a patient downstairs.
2:00: Stef says he went to the university of Toronto. Setf says he lived in toronto.
-  An Introduction to Philosophy - Part 5: Ethics 2
- Length: 35:41
6:00: Stef says he's got a article on Lourockwell.com
7:00: Stef says he's a little under 6ft.
-  3 September 2006 - Call In
- Length: 2:04:15
3:00: Stef says he went through a half a dozen public schools and 1 private school.
46:00: Stef says this is not the first time I've been called arrogant.
55:00: Stef says he has a masters degree in history.
65:00: The caller says he has binary relationship with his thought there are gray areas.
95:00: The debater towards Stefan confronts a harassers who is a FDR member in the FDR chatroom called Andrew who calls the debater a asshole.
101:00: Debater debates Stefan defender called Andrew.
105:00: Debater find it's arrogant that social philosophers say they are right as if they are in a laboratory.
115:00: Stef says you have to watch you absolute statements around Michael he got me a few times.